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Before-bed ramble
Dec. 13th, 2004 10:13 pmNot too much new to report now. Well, there's a lot of stuff going on in my life, but not all of it is LJ material.
Got some amazing, wonderful, great news from some of my friends the other night. So happy.
Had a pretty good recital on Saturday. I ended up completely improvising my solo. I used a few elements of the solo I did in May, but since I didn't practice my choreography and just got roped into doing SOMETHING for the recital, I just made shit up as I went along. Afterwards, people in my class didn't realize it had been completely spur-of-the-moment, and were surprised when I told them it was. That was nice. I am definitely going to buy that fabulous bra-and-belt set for dance that I posted about the other night, as soon as I get my Christmas bonus.
I'm really looking forward to the Flea next weekend, speaking of getting dressed up. I even know what I'm going to wear, I think.![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
dahveed76, you gonna e-mail me or call me or something before then??
Some of my friends are having some problems right now that I can totally relate to. I hate to see them hurting, but at the same time, it's made me realize how much I care for them and want to see them happy. Having really good friends like that is a wonderful thing. They've been there for me so often when I needed them. Now I want to return the favour if they need me to.
The boy's mom has suggested having me come with him to their Christmas shindig next year. I was kinda touched by that...I've never spent Christmas away from my family, but I like the idea of being welcomed somewhere else. It's something I'll have to think about and plan for. The boy himself has been making me very happy lately too. Today, I have been on cloud nine, mostly because of thinking about him. It's weird...it feels like there's this sort of natural progression happening for us where everything just keeps getting deeper and better and richer. It's not like something fueled by intangible dreams and spinning out of control. It's just got that feeling like everything is falling into the place it's supposed to be. That's a very good feeling.
All around me right now, my life is saying YES. I feel good about myself. I feel more affection for the people I care about than ever. There are a few things I'm missing, but the things I do have are just SO DAMN GOOD right now.
I'm a lucky woman.
Got some amazing, wonderful, great news from some of my friends the other night. So happy.
Had a pretty good recital on Saturday. I ended up completely improvising my solo. I used a few elements of the solo I did in May, but since I didn't practice my choreography and just got roped into doing SOMETHING for the recital, I just made shit up as I went along. Afterwards, people in my class didn't realize it had been completely spur-of-the-moment, and were surprised when I told them it was. That was nice. I am definitely going to buy that fabulous bra-and-belt set for dance that I posted about the other night, as soon as I get my Christmas bonus.
I'm really looking forward to the Flea next weekend, speaking of getting dressed up. I even know what I'm going to wear, I think.
dahveed76, you gonna e-mail me or call me or something before then??Some of my friends are having some problems right now that I can totally relate to. I hate to see them hurting, but at the same time, it's made me realize how much I care for them and want to see them happy. Having really good friends like that is a wonderful thing. They've been there for me so often when I needed them. Now I want to return the favour if they need me to.
The boy's mom has suggested having me come with him to their Christmas shindig next year. I was kinda touched by that...I've never spent Christmas away from my family, but I like the idea of being welcomed somewhere else. It's something I'll have to think about and plan for. The boy himself has been making me very happy lately too. Today, I have been on cloud nine, mostly because of thinking about him. It's weird...it feels like there's this sort of natural progression happening for us where everything just keeps getting deeper and better and richer. It's not like something fueled by intangible dreams and spinning out of control. It's just got that feeling like everything is falling into the place it's supposed to be. That's a very good feeling.
All around me right now, my life is saying YES. I feel good about myself. I feel more affection for the people I care about than ever. There are a few things I'm missing, but the things I do have are just SO DAMN GOOD right now.
I'm a lucky woman.
