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Aug. 9th, 2004 08:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
badseed1980One of these days, I will be smart enough to realize that how I feel doesn't make much difference. The more I need, the less I get. The more I hurt, the less I am comforted. When I want something most, that's when I'm least likely to get it.
I really need a good day. I need a hug. No, not a virtual *hug*. That doesn't help much. I need to hear someone tell me they care about me, and that they don't want me to be hurting. No, not in an LJ comment. LJ is not life. Just for a change, I'd like to feel like I'm not alone.
Sometimes I wish I didn't need anything from anyone. I wish that I didn't have to be the needy, greedy bitch of an attention whore. I wish that I could be happy with the comfort I can get, of brief e-mails and a promise to talk some other time online.
I'm not allowing comments here. They don't help when I'm like this. I wish they did. And I'm not expecting anything more.
I really need a good day. I need a hug. No, not a virtual *hug*. That doesn't help much. I need to hear someone tell me they care about me, and that they don't want me to be hurting. No, not in an LJ comment. LJ is not life. Just for a change, I'd like to feel like I'm not alone.
Sometimes I wish I didn't need anything from anyone. I wish that I didn't have to be the needy, greedy bitch of an attention whore. I wish that I could be happy with the comfort I can get, of brief e-mails and a promise to talk some other time online.
I'm not allowing comments here. They don't help when I'm like this. I wish they did. And I'm not expecting anything more.
