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[badseed1980]

So I'm going to a party tonight. Near where I just spent last night, oddly enough. It's not what I wanted or what I needed, but it'll do I guess. Better than sitting at home and bloody crying like the whiny, clingy jerk I feel like. It'll be fun, I hope. Anne will be there, and she can make a pretty good shoulder to cry on. I wish I had more people who I felt I could call when I needed that. I mean, I have some good friends who, when I see them, are great to talk to. But if I don't see them, we don't talk. Or we just e-mail, and it's hard to pour your heart out in an e-mail. But the self-pity will end now. I will go to this party and spend the night there with a bunch of friends, so at least I won't be alone. Good. That *is* what I need, at least to some degree.