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[badseed1980]

You know, it just hit me today:

I haven't been this happy in my life since I was about...14. Yeah. It's been a long damn time since I've been free of sad or scary things hanging over my head. I feel so much more free and relaxed than I have in ages.

I have a good home coming to me soon.

I have a job that pays me enough, and which can sometimes be quite enjoyable.

I have lost weight, and feel healthier than I have in a long time.

I have an amazing, loving, sweet boyfriend who I will be seeing soon!

I have lovers who make me smile even when they're not around.

I have family and friends who are close and cherished.

How in the names of the gods did I get this lucky? I don't know. But I DO know I'm grateful.



Oh, and PS: everyone loved my "Pasties and a G-String routine last night! :D

Comments

[elissa-carey.livejournal.com]

PS: everyone loved my "Pasties and a G-String routine last night! :D
That's great news. :)

Oi!

[pierceheart.livejournal.com]

Quit copyin'

I love reading this, ALL of it. Especially the pasties and a g-string.
Need to see that. The dance routine, that is.

Re: Oi!

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

You got it.

I still owe you a performance, anyway. :)

Re: Oi!

[pierceheart.livejournal.com]

Yes. Looking forward to it.

[woodwardiocom.livejournal.com]

How in the names of the gods did I get this lucky?

-My theory for my happiness is that I took a bullet for the Pope in a previous life. Maybe you did something similar?

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Or maybe some Norse mythological figure whose name (beginning with L and ending with i) I will not say here just has his back turned to me for the time being!

Shhhhh!

[satyricchimeric.livejournal.com]

That explains SO MUCH. Obviously, YOU spoiled my chance for happiness by taking that bullet!

[p-firesinger.livejournal.com]

This is wonderful. I am glad you are in a "happy" place. It is very nice to see those people I care for being honestly happy. I hope it lasts a long long time.

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :)

I'm glad to know you're in a happy place as well!

:)

[lothiriel-1.livejournal.com]

It's good being happy, isn't it? I'm happy for you!

Just out of curiosity, did you dress the part for your performance?

Re: :)

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Of course not! It was a dance class, not ManRay. :) But it still worked.

Out of my own curiosity, I see you're a friend of my boy, but I don't recognize your username. Do I know you?

Re: :)

[lothiriel-1.livejournal.com]

You sure do! It's Heather - I camp down the "road" from you at 4QF, Rainbow Tribe site.

How are you, L.?

Re: :)

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

W00t! Hiya! I'm peachy keen. Glad to see you around!

Re: :)

[lothiriel-1.livejournal.com]

Good to see you too! Shall we friend each other? I don't post much here on LJ - I usually blog on Myspace - but I do check out several sites on a regular basis...

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[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

I already friended you...feel free to add me.

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[lothiriel-1.livejournal.com]

Already done! I've also backdated some journal entries, so if you get REALLY bored...

[lokiswings.livejournal.com]

I'm so glad to read that post!

Every so often I try to remember when the happiest times in my life were, but I tend to get stuck in moments.

Feeling healthy makes so much of a difference!

[satyricchimeric.livejournal.com]

How wonderful!

Its fantastic to see you've found a sense of peace and equilibrium in your life. It often becomes too easy to get caught up in the difficult or the trying moments, and its a gift to be able to recognize and appreciate the happiness and equilibrium that you've found.

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Thanks :)

Hey, I remember you saying you were going through some drama. How's that going? Drop me a line sometime, or call me. :)