Missing my man
Oct. 19th, 2003 01:09 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
badseed1980Jesus, I've been in some state lately. It's funny how I can go for nine months without having sex, but deprived of it for a couple weeks after getting it regularly (and good), I start going crazy.
I've been on two dates and a trip to Man Ray since my boy left. One of the dates was great. Nice guy, we had fun, no pressure or expectations. I'll probably see him again eventually. I went on another tonight, and although the guy was pretty nice, he was so obviously desperate...very unattractive. Eh, I'll just have to think of some nice way to say it to him: "I think we should definitely hang out as friends, but my gut instinct says a platonic friendship would be right." That sounds good.
Last night at Man Ray though...that was different. I danced with and kissed a very nice guy who I met through a friend on Tuesday. It just seemed very natural for it to happen. He has a girlfriend though, and thinking about it afterwards, I'm not sure if she'd be the type (from what I've heard) to go for an open relationship. I'll have to ask him about that if it ever seems like it's going to happen again. If she wouldn't be ok with it, it's NOT happening again. Also, my good friend is very attracted to him. Like me, she has a man. I don't know how serious she is. If she's more serious than I am, then he's hers. No question. I just want him as a friend.
Anyway, all of this is not enough. I can't wait until my man comes home. I'm going to attack Morgan as soon as I see him. I will spoil him rotten--I'm planning on making him dinner one night and probably giving him the private belly dance I was going to give him on his birthday but didn't. That'll do to start with, anyway. The noises that disturb my roommate and the cat will come afterwards. ;) Hmm..the army will be lucky if I let him leave again! :P
Morgan, I miss you. My new piercing is impatient to be baptized. :) Hurry home.
I've been on two dates and a trip to Man Ray since my boy left. One of the dates was great. Nice guy, we had fun, no pressure or expectations. I'll probably see him again eventually. I went on another tonight, and although the guy was pretty nice, he was so obviously desperate...very unattractive. Eh, I'll just have to think of some nice way to say it to him: "I think we should definitely hang out as friends, but my gut instinct says a platonic friendship would be right." That sounds good.
Last night at Man Ray though...that was different. I danced with and kissed a very nice guy who I met through a friend on Tuesday. It just seemed very natural for it to happen. He has a girlfriend though, and thinking about it afterwards, I'm not sure if she'd be the type (from what I've heard) to go for an open relationship. I'll have to ask him about that if it ever seems like it's going to happen again. If she wouldn't be ok with it, it's NOT happening again. Also, my good friend is very attracted to him. Like me, she has a man. I don't know how serious she is. If she's more serious than I am, then he's hers. No question. I just want him as a friend.
Anyway, all of this is not enough. I can't wait until my man comes home. I'm going to attack Morgan as soon as I see him. I will spoil him rotten--I'm planning on making him dinner one night and probably giving him the private belly dance I was going to give him on his birthday but didn't. That'll do to start with, anyway. The noises that disturb my roommate and the cat will come afterwards. ;) Hmm..the army will be lucky if I let him leave again! :P
Morgan, I miss you. My new piercing is impatient to be baptized. :) Hurry home.
