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[badseed1980]

I slept for a good eight hours last night and still feel exhausted. I feel like I could sleep for a week. Or a month. Or 544 days. Yeah. Crying wears me out.

I'm glad there are others to worry with me.

I'm glad I have some remembrances from him.

I'm glad I'll be spending a good few days with my family at Christmas.

I'm glad his family is sending him off with body armour.

I'm glad he'll miss me too.

I know he'll come back. I know that every day is one day less. I know he'll be careful and stay safe. I will pray for him--and with him--every night. But it's still going to be a little while before I go a day without crying.

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[tigira.livejournal.com]

*huuuuuuuuuuuug*
I have a candle on my shrine that I've dressed for him - I'm lighting it for him every night after my meditation.

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

That sounds nice. :) Thanks, Joan.

*hugs*

[bittercat.livejournal.com]

We all feel the same, I can guarantee it. I was hoping NEVER to have to send a friend or family member off, but here we are, and off he's gone.

I have faith that he will be back and that he will be OK. I will also keep a candle for him on my altar. What's his favorite color? Don't worry about vibrations of the different colors. I just want to know what color you would associate with him or he liked.

*HUGS* If you need to, email me.

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[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

You know what? I never asked what his favorite color is. I see him wear green an awful lot, though, and it's the main color in his family dress tartan.

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[bittercat.livejournal.com]

You know, it's funny, because green was the first thing that I thought when I asked you that. I see green around him as well as on him a lot, too.

Green it is! :)

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[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Goes with the kilt. :) Mmm. Why the hell didn't I get a picture of that boy in his kilt and leather that he wears to Man Ray? I suppose it'd for the best. It would get a bit messy from all the drool.

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[bittercat.livejournal.com]

Heehee. Either way, the ladies lose! He's a true hottie! :P

The picture on the Web page he set up is very nice, too. :)

[muninwing.livejournal.com]

waiting is hard, but it's worth it. i've done it, and believe me, it's worth it.
it gets easier the longer it is, up until the expectancy at the end when you're starting to go nuts. but give it a little while and you will shrug it off. it's that whole "that which does not kill you" idea...

i just met the two of you, and i already want to see hom back safely, for both your sakes...

-bjorn

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Bjorn :)

I've done it too. My last boyfriend was ALSO Army, and he spent nearly a year in Germany. We survived that, and I was going to move to DC to be with him, but then he got sent to Kuwait where he couldn't communicate with me. We agreed to break up. Fortunately, I met Morgan, and even though he's going away, at least he'll be able to keep in touch. That makes all the difference.

[dolphindream.livejournal.com]

*HUG*

Sending my love and sympathy your way . . .

and i'm going to try to call you in the next couple days . . . i was wondering if you (or anyone else from the BPA or any other pagans, other than ONE individual whom Christine does not want there-hence no open invitation) would want to come to Yule at Orchard house . . .

I'll talk to you soon, babe. Take care!

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

I have an idea of who that could be :)

It depends on the day as to whether I could make it to Orchard House. I'm busy that Saturday and probably can't make it Sunday (work the next day).

[dolphindream.livejournal.com]

It's Sunday December 21. Christine wants to do a ritual at some point, I'm not sure about the time, it depends on when people want to come over. I hope you can make it, but if you can't, let me know who else might want to come!

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Will do :)

[mystaya-sin.livejournal.com]

You are both in my prayers every day. Blessings sweetie

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

You too honey. :) Be well this season, and don't forget about all of us who care about you.