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[badseed1980]

Dear world,

I am just in a very pissy mood right now due to disappointments, lack of communication in various situations unrelated to each other, and feeling fat because I gained a pound while sticking rigidly to my diet (ps: don't cite me reasons why this might be the case and/or might be a fluke, 'cause I know them, and I can also assure you wholeheartedly that I am not eating so little that my body has gone into "starvation mode"). I might be fighting a cold: my throat has hurt since late yesterday afternoon, and I'm tired. I don't know where the hell I'm going to be living at the end of the summer. I have no idea if it's going to be possible to find a place to rent month-to-month while looking for a home to buy. The most recent "ooh, this place looks like a real possibility" home is already being listed as "pending" after being on the market for maybe four days. If I can't have a date tonight, all I want is to curl up on the couch at home with Chinese food, a martini, and a movie, but there are too many reasons why I can't do that. One, I need to be somewhere tonight to find out if I need to do anything tomorrow, and I'm worried my friend already thinks I was flaking on a promise to help her out, which I wasn't. Two, the Chinese food and martini are too fattening, and I'm already planning not to diet tomorrow (due to a wedding reception and all). Gah.

I hate today. I am not used to being in this bad a mood very often, and certainly not when I'm not suffering from PMS. Can't I go home now and sleep for a few hours?

Comments

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Thanks chica. :)

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Thanks. :) It's just baffling and frustrating. I have a friend who's experienced worse on her diet, but I'm used to it working for me. I think I might just be getting too much salt in my diet or something, and should cut down.

[cuddlycthulhu.livejournal.com]

I feel you on that last question. I had craptastic sleep last night and I feel like lukewarm death.

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

I don't blame you, with what's been going on in your life! Oy vey! I just caught up on that.

[miss-lisa-ma.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry I can't help with the icky stuff. I was even going to try to post the gigglicious photo of the day, but alas, didn't work. May send separately if it'll help.

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Nah, that's ok--I've seen a few already. :)

Sending love

[sororbabylon.livejournal.com]

From me, you will receive a special cake that you can eat and it makes you lose weight even though it's delicious. It's fuckin magical, that's why.

You also get a nap, a blankie, a movie that makes you cry for no reason, and all my sympathy today.

Re: Sending love

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Heh. That sounds totally awesome. :)

I actually did just have a Lindt truffle. I love it: portion controlled nummy chocolate! That helped. Also, oddly, the fact that MY OFFICE IS LEAKING now in the mail room, and one wall is BUBBLING inside it, have distracted me.

[j4yx0r.livejournal.com]

Picture a certain, meek-ish, former co-worker of ours singing Nine Inch Nail's Closer. It's what *I* do.

~j

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Ha! Awesome. :)

[tisana.livejournal.com]

Bleah.

Hmm. Zen martinis? Can I send those?
It's just not the same.

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Thanks. My mood is improving a bit, though I still wouldn't mind going home and curling up with a martini and maybe some 9th Doctor episodes. I'll call it a night early tonight so I feel nice and perky for the wedding tomorrow.

[nacht_musik]

No idea how you experienced the day, but you looked nice and perky at the wedding reception... (you looked nice and responsible in the wedding itself). I hope your weekend was better than your Friday. =)

[badseed1980.livejournal.com]

Thanks. :) I definitely perked up.

[fyrebloom.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I'm sorry for the craptastic day. Please send my love and warm wishes to the bride and groom tomorrow (i'm assuming I have a good idea who is getting married). Hope you feel better. Have a virtual gin and to diet tonic :).

[giftchild.livejournal.com]

sorry to hear you had a bad day. if it makes you feel better, i decided that you are too cool to not friend here, so there's your warning. thou art friended.


and in hopes that it may also make you feel better,


** zen* hugs and home-made mexican chocolate soufflé (calorie-free!)**



* if life and desire so dictate/allow, the above can be upgraded to the ReaLife(tm) versions, with the caveat that ReaLife(tm) soufflé is not guaranteed to be calorie-free.

; ^ D