Stuff

[badseed1980]

I've been sick since Sunday night. Tuesday fooled me. I felt great Tuesday. Thought I was getting better. But I felt sick again Wednesday, and lack of sleep Wednesday night made me decide to give in and stay home yesterday. But today, I'm back at work. I don't know that I'm really any better, but at least I had a good night's sleep, and it's a beautiful day today.

I'm starting to really worry about my recital. I haven't really been able to practice anywhere near as much as I should, because of being sick. I have to keep telling myself, "Laura, how many times have you improvised to this song? Don't you know it like the back of your hand? Even if you can't remember a move of your choreography, you can bloody well get up there and wing it and be fine!"

But I'm also worried about my LOOKS for the recital. I have to be really careful not to get a red nose. I have to make sure that my skin doesn't get icky the way it does so often when I'm sick. I'm afraid that my lack of physical activity over the last few days will make me look flabby and act stiff. Meh.

And tonight I'm going to be up late again, and up early as FUCK tomorrow. Damn it all. I need to go to bed early tomorrow night, after getting some practice in. And after painting my nails. *sigh*

After this weekend, I can collapse...

Comments

[saffronrose.livejournal.com]

I'm getting up at O'dark 30 to go see Morris sides dance up the sun 20 miles from here. I hate this part of Beltane day, but I do it every year.

[delirifacient.livejournal.com]

You will be phenomenal. You're right--you've improved lots and the song is yours. Plus you love dancing. I wish I could teleport and see the performance!

[perspicuity.livejournal.com]

a weekend of leisure shall soon be yours

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