Wow. Five days. Two men gone. Things happen fast around here.
Jason C. has found a girlfriend. I'm really glad for him, because I know he's a mature and well-adjusted guy who wants a monogamous relationship with someone he loves, not just a friendly involvement with someone else's girlfriend. And I can't say I blame him. I'm happy for him. And I'm even happier that we'll still be friends. I hate losing people I care about, and he's just an all-around good guy, and lots of fun.
But it still sucks. Especially the timing. I know he can't help it, but another couple weeks of recovery from the last guy to leave me would have been kind of nice.
I have to promise myself that I will try very hard to remember that all of this doesn't mean that other things are going to start going wrong. The good stuff that I still have isn't necessarily going to go away. I don't take it for granted. I never could. Every time I think of the blessings I have in my life, I'm overwhelmed with gratitude and amazement that I could be so lucky.
But things are gonna be a little tougher than usual for a while, so bear with me if I'm mopey.
Jason C. has found a girlfriend. I'm really glad for him, because I know he's a mature and well-adjusted guy who wants a monogamous relationship with someone he loves, not just a friendly involvement with someone else's girlfriend. And I can't say I blame him. I'm happy for him. And I'm even happier that we'll still be friends. I hate losing people I care about, and he's just an all-around good guy, and lots of fun.
But it still sucks. Especially the timing. I know he can't help it, but another couple weeks of recovery from the last guy to leave me would have been kind of nice.
I have to promise myself that I will try very hard to remember that all of this doesn't mean that other things are going to start going wrong. The good stuff that I still have isn't necessarily going to go away. I don't take it for granted. I never could. Every time I think of the blessings I have in my life, I'm overwhelmed with gratitude and amazement that I could be so lucky.
But things are gonna be a little tougher than usual for a while, so bear with me if I'm mopey.
