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You know, it just hit me today:

I haven't been this happy in my life since I was about...14. Yeah. It's been a long damn time since I've been free of sad or scary things hanging over my head. I feel so much more free and relaxed than I have in ages.

I have a good home coming to me soon.

I have a job that pays me enough, and which can sometimes be quite enjoyable.

I have lost weight, and feel healthier than I have in a long time.

I have an amazing, loving, sweet boyfriend who I will be seeing soon!

I have lovers who make me smile even when they're not around.

I have family and friends who are close and cherished.

How in the names of the gods did I get this lucky? I don't know. But I DO know I'm grateful.



Oh, and PS: everyone loved my "Pasties and a G-String routine last night! :D